Wednesday, March 02, 2005

u've got to tolerate

"Doesn't it scares you... you're will is not as strong as it used to be."

Okay..okay.. udah boring nih sekarang.. not having a job and everything... but I don't think I have a great ideas to sell, I just missed those regular things.

Hating Mondays, getting showers with those freezing cold water, breakfast while preparing your bags, forgetting where I put my watch, and all of those till the end of the day meeting manda to talk about nothing and everything.
I try to make another schedule actually, by being home... not that I wanted to tell everyone, then you'll know how lazy I am.
I guess I'm already bored with this schedule, I wanted something else.
Tapi kemaren kan berenti juga karena bosen, gak ngasah otak sama sekali... that's a total lie, gini kan juga bikin otak tambah tumpul yan... dasar pemalas saja kamu... hihi... iya sih... as much as I want that thing... I didn't do a single thing about it.
Ini sama persis sama waktu baru lulus masih berapi2 masuk dunia kerja tapi kok kerjaan yg ada cuma itu, ya udahlah.. set your standard low yan, lo kan cuma trisakti... okay.. but the thing is... I still wanted it... so I felt unsatisfied.. getting out, I'm fired up with ideas... but I got Lala (that what my mom said).. lala itu terbuai. Right now, kayanya balik ke toleransi lagi deh.

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